No! That's not how it...oh FFS
No! That's not how it...oh FFS
Seriously though - don't get married. I'm not fucking kidding either. You wouldn't voluntarily incarcerate yourself in a lunatic asylum and then carve bits out of yourself with a spoon, would you? Marriage is a lot, lot worse than that and anyone who says otherwise has been lobotomised. Find a way to get out of it while you still have time.
Für eure Sicherheit
Lobotomy it is!
It's better to burn out, than to fade away.