Originally Posted by
IBK
Good Post. I was absolutely gutted at the way we let a 2 goal lead slip away - it felt like a loss.
But I'm not going to go after our players or coach after this one. I'm not even going to point to the match officials. IMO we tried as hard as we could in this game, but the players are running completely empty - you could see this in the difference between the 2 halves. There comes a point where you cannot keep defying injuries; fatigue and sheer bad luck to maintain title winning consistency, and we are seeing this before our eyes.
I said a week ago that 4 points in these last 2 games would probably be the best we could hope for, and it was. It is so disappointing to see us falter in a season where the league has opened up a bit, and in which last season's Arsenal would be likely to win. But it is not our season, and we are somehow going to have to accept this and move on. This is not throwing in the towel, it is simply recognition that too many factors have gone against us for this team to be able to capitalise.
Been thinking a bit about why the season has felt SO miserable - almost from the off - in contrast to the last couple. I think its the desperation for us to win the league - having come so close last season - and because the way things have shaped up have meant that for 2 months now EVERY game has felt like a must win - nervy almost every time, and every dropped point has felt so seismic. It's the hope that kills, but also sucks the life out of us when each injury; failed chance; adverse decision inevitably rears its head. When you are constantly on the knife edge - these factors inevitably loom larger.
The problem is that until we are at the literal point of no return the heart will still cling onto the hope that we can somehow break this cycle and ressurrect our title challenge. But the head says that silverware is beyond us this season. Sobering, because without that hope things feel pretty hollow...