Quote Originally Posted by Herbert_Chapman's_Zombie View Post
The game against Watford didn't make me angry at all, there was something almost comically predictable about it.

But again I reiterate I wanted us to win that game, can Zim say the same?

I was gutted by losing to Chelsea (well not gutted absolutely frothing at the mouth angry) and id agree the more frequently you lose the more you become desensitised to it but the overall feeling of failing to win a title is still gutting regardless of whether you could see it coming or not.
I feel completely jaded and have felt for some time now. I've been pretty quiet and passive when watching, both at the ground or whenever I can be bothered to watch on TV.

But when Welbeck missed that chance in injury time, I went fucking apoplectic like I haven't done in ages - about anything.

Why?

Because even though I've told myself over and over that I can't be bothered and I don't really care, subconsciously, I clearly do.

It is the curse of the fan.